Still

I care, I have always cared. I always believed in you. I thought you were so amazing and wonderful. So spirited and full of strength. You took charge of things, you were confident and smart and amazingly funny. You were quirky and made me laugh, made me feel fun. Feel like together we could go anywhere and do anything. I defended you, protected you. Believed that you were better, more than what people saw. I trusted you completely. I loved you, I love you still...but I am broken. I am lost, and hurt and angry. You took all I gave you and just tossed it away. I helped make you and you left me......