I
guess I can't sing that 4 oclock in the morning song anymore heh, oh
well. Shit happens doesn't it, Shit happens and when it does, not only
does it happen but your covered, smothered, and royally fucked by said
Shit, and when its over sometimes all you see is shit shit and more
shit, but if you can wipe your eyes, hold your breath and look out from
underneath all the shit, theres a few things left worth living for. Even
if the things worth dying for WAY and i mean WAY outnumber the things
worth living for, its those things that may be small that I cling too.
Angels cuddles in the morning, Pepper zoe and sweetie happy good morning
bounces, Eva kisses and giggles, tally conversations, riding with mom,
hanging out at the house with harley, adam, john and donny, crafting
with jeanene and watching loki be a crazy kid. feeling happy's
unconditional love, counting on eddie for a quick scare and gwen for
some down to earth advice, dad random funny txt messages,
and words of encouragement and wisdom from gretchen... remembering tim
knocking about in the garage and canning tomatoes with grammi, and
poofy's rants about stupid people and coffee. and jasons crazy drink
mixes, talking on the phone till the sun is almost up and wondering why
in the hell we can't sleep. I may be doomed to pain forever and ever,
but I am a wolf, I have a wonderful pack and even tho I want to just lay
down and die, to give up and leave for the next life, they hold me down
and say "no try one more time" funny I just realized you guys are my
hope. hahaha Rediculousness at 4 oclock in the morning and its starting
to get light, im not right where i want to be, but i been loosing track
of time and im not sure what i wish anymore, but here is hoping to a
good night....You know who you are, and I love you. I have always loved
you and I will always love you. No amount of Shit could change that.
-laughs crazily and wonders how much longer till pass out time.-
I
guess I can't sing that 4 oclock in the morning song anymore heh, oh
well. Shit happens doesn't it, Shit happens and when it does, not only
does it happen but your covered, smothered, and royally fucked by said
Shit, and when its over sometimes all you see is shit shit and more
shit, but if you can wipe your eyes, hold your breath and look out from
underneath all the shit, theres a few things left worth living for. Even
if the things worth dying for WAY and i mean WAY outnumber the things
worth living for, its those things that may be small that I cling too.
Angels cuddles in the morning, Pepper zoe and sweetie happy good morning
bounces, Eva kisses and giggles, tally conversations, riding with mom,
hanging out at the house with harley, adam, john and donny, crafting
with jeanene and watching loki be a crazy kid. feeling happy's
unconditional love, counting on eddie for a quick scare and gwen for
some down to earth advice, dad random funny txt messages,
and words of encouragement and wisdom from gretchen... remembering tim
knocking about in the garage and canning tomatoes with grammi, and
poofy's rants about stupid people and coffee. and jasons crazy drink
mixes, talking on the phone till the sun is almost up and wondering why
in the hell we can't sleep. I may be doomed to pain forever and ever,
but I am a wolf, I have a wonderful pack and even tho I want to just lay
down and die, to give up and leave for the next life, they hold me down
and say "no try one more time" funny I just realized you guys are my
hope. hahaha Rediculousness at 4 oclock in the morning and its starting
to get light, im not right where i want to be, but i been loosing track
of time and im not sure what i wish anymore, but here is hoping to a
good night....You know who you are, and I love you. I have always loved
you and I will always love you. No amount of Shit could change that.
-laughs crazily and wonders how much longer till pass out time.-
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