Fire, Air, Water, Earth.

 Long story short. My first love, was the first man I married. 6 lifetimes later we are fantastic friends and I'm friends with his gf. She said loving him was like loving a rock. She said that and this is what popped into my head, I didn't want to share it on my page b/c she is there, but I wanted to share it some place. I feel like he is my twin flame. I am not sure if I can ever fall in love again b/c the love I had/have for him is so BIG. We are not romantically involved AT ALL. But we are emotionally. We've known each other for 30 years. During our Wedding Ceremony we did a handfasting. Lots of bad decisions later, my last ex made me throw out the handfasting knotted cloth. I never undid the knot. I never undid the hand fasting. I guess maybe I just want feedback on this poem. And also would not cutting the handfasting cord, what could be stuck there because of that?

Tzipora - The Fifth Element.
-Loving you was like Fire. It was like Air. It was like Water. It was like Earth.

You were warm, protective, you burned away anything that harmed me. You're flames were the light in my dark dark world. I knew you would burn the world for me.

Your brilliant mind dazzled me. The way you thought, the way you spoke, the way you could problem solve pretty much anything and the way you could teach me. You were my breath.

You're love was so deep. My love for you was so deep. Its depths and vastness. We crossed oceans and time to meet each other. It ebbed and flowed but always was FULL.

You grounded me. You kept me in the real world when fantasy would sweep me away. You sheltered me. You cradled me in, and pulled me close like the hearth of a home. You were SAFE.

Loving you was like Fire, brilliant and catastrophic.
Loving you was like Air, I needed you to breath.
Loving you was like Water, but you drowned in my depths.
Loving you was like Earth, Always Centered, Always stable.

Loving you, was the only reason I existed in my previous life.
Loving you, Always Loving You. -