I'm so sick of being someone's punching bag. Of always getting more criticism than praise. More take then give, more negativity and anxiety inducing projections. Of the all or nothing thinking. I'm finding it harder and harder to deal with everything that has to do with the lion. Am I set in my ways, maybe. Has he taught me stuff, absolutely. I just cant take the yelling. The harsh tone of voice. The constant invalidation of everything i do to assist in him being happy or calm with his nothing ever goes right. I'm tempted to just be in fucking bed when he comes home at night.
Thor and Diana, Jesus and Lylith please assist me in my endeavors with le-vel. Help me find balance with the lion, and everything I seem to be attempting all at once. I honor you as well as I can, I am thankful for all I have and I trust the path you have lain for me.
I am just getting sick and tired of such blatant disregard for me as a human.
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